I am tossed about against my will
Like a small boat at sea
Helpless as a leaf in the wind
Up and down and side to side in life
Far away from my intention or direction
Seemingly blown to and fro by life’s whims
I hold with desperation on to the very edge
Steadying myself against the raging storm
Wondering if it will ever end for me
If I will ever return to calm
If I will ever regain direction
Feeling frightened, helpless, and distraught
In fear no longer caring about my direction
No longer caring about my destination
Only now focused on holding on tightly
To whatever seems to be solid in life
Amid the buffeting storms of fear
Against the forces of hopelessness
Yet a voice now calls, faint at first, then clear
A voice strong and calm and in control
Calling out to me and reaching into my heart
Reminding me that I am not alone
That I am not to be without hope
That he will always be there for me
My fear has consumed my courage
My fear and weakness is exposed
My grip on the rail of hope is slipping
And only his voice brings me hope again
Only his presence now assures me
That no storm, no trial, no fear will prevail
In desperate and renewed hope I cry out to him
And his eyes meet mine in love and care
Calming my innermost storm
His voice reminding me to trust in him
In the midst of my fear and hopelessness
That his presence alone in my soul is ample peace
Dear Jesus, I reach out to you in prayerful hope
Calm the storms of fear and anxiety when they buffet me
Help me to know that you are always present
Especially at my most desperate times
To comfort, to save, and to guide me home